hmm i decided to start blogging again. ^^V

back from camp as usual and i think 7 weeks down. around 5 more to go!! woohoo!! and freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeedooooooooooooooooooooommmmmmmmmmmmm!!!! :)

chinese new year is next week le!! yeah man!! good food and most imptly ang bao!!! yeah yeah yeah!! haha. go ard say happy chi new year den got ang bao le!! haha. can help me save money. haha.

bought some insurance and its making me poor man!! shittt!!!

hmm i seem that i am freaking poor in doing stuff.. what i want seems to be very hard to get. either distractions in the mid way or if not i kinda messed it up myself, for eg say wrong things to ppl, do wrong things, act wrongly, aiya all wrong jiu shi le. :(

hope this new year can help me wash away all these wrong things and i wanna be a better man!! so.. pls let my wishes come true!!

*thinking about u all the time.. *

help. i cant breathe now. its really killing me. this is the worst feeling ever. i have never had tis kinda feeling before. i need u to be here so that i can rely on. just anybody who cares about me? there are too much things suffocating me now that i can really die.

pls go away my problems! i jus wanna enjoy my life. young life. omg. why? too many stupid things i have done and now.. i am regretful and bothered by it now. REALLY FML!

note: to the bastard out there( who may not even read tis) i swear to god! i will wait till the things are over. and i will f u really upside down and i dont care whether u got a family to take care of or wat-so-ever, i am going to payback. u jus wait. u really pissed me off and dont think u are the boss ard or wat? u won’t want to treat a tiger as a little cat cos he does not blows. cos when he does, the world cant save u.

time flies, doesnt it?

hmm.. tis 2011 is filled with happiness and sadness sia. good things happen and bad things happened ard the same time sia! zzz

bad things contohnya saya menjadi kawan yang terbaik saya sedih dan heartbroken i think.. dan the fact that saya MRK* kena found out oleh bapa saya. haix..

good thing is saya jumpa gadis itu yang COMEL. LOL. saya berfikhir dia ialah the satu le. tapi aku tak tau bagaimana dia berasa hadapan saya. walaupun aku berfikhir dia pun suka me tapi dia had berkata sesuatu macam too pantas? atau saya macam ada motive sia. saya mencuba-try sangat hard sia. walaupun saya mahu bersama dengan dia, tapi saya tau perlu lambat-lambat tak boleh rush. hmm..

jus feel like posting this 3 pics.. ><

berasa beberapa feelings..