wahhhhhhhhhhhh i failed all my prelim subjects, haix.. how do i tell my parents bout it? GG liao lor. now i am really gonna mug mug mug for like 1 mth ++ . no going out except to lib, no entertainment i mean not at all. haix………… so vexed now… holyshit!!!!!

kk going to study till tml morning le. >< bye..

i miss u but i cant do anything.

today afternoon, dad and mum saw me s*****. GG-fied. went home and tio scolding. i argued a bit, or not exactly a bit lah. vitamin C made me feel better, that’s wat i think. but it isn’t smth good at all. tio reprimanded by my parents, punched the window grilling( now my middle finger is swollen) den now, its time for me to bring forward the “quitting date”. the date has been brought forward to NOW!!! tis time, it will not be only talk, no talk at all but action. yes i mean it.

JUS WAIT AND SEE HOR! TO THOSE WHO LOOK DOWN ON ME. JUS WAIT AND SEE.

woohoo.. prelim 2 is going to end. but it only means that there is about 1 more month to A lvl. OH CRAP!!!! study study study, my main purpose of life now. haha. although prelim 2 is going to be over, but i am not very optimistic bout my results sia. but hope there’s improvement.

so i would like to thank someone especially. which CHEW MING HAO!!!!!! my best best buddy, he taught me alot of things that i dont knw, guided me alot of things.

I AM REALLY GRATEFUL OF THIS SMART GUY!! 

haha. kk i going to study for my last paper le, chem paper 1 and 2. bye. mayb go play bball later. haha

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so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so……………………………

ARGHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so many things to say but cant say

haix.. where is the drive? OMG>>>!!!!!! HELPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP

firstly, i would like to say sorry to ming hao. sorry for not being hardworking enuf. sorry for being such a de-motivated guy.. haix..   i can sense the care u have for me, but i seem to keep disappointing u. mayb tats the best thing i can ever excel in. disappointing others. haha

2ndly, to all my other frens. thanks for ur support but i am still like tis. haix..

3rdly, wish “u” would be here by my side.

4thly, not in a very good mood recently, don noe why. so sucky mood!!! ARGHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! anyone out there to entertain me??!!! if can. pls sms me or call me on my hp . LOL really need it URGENTLY!!! haha..

haix.. first of all, damn pissed off by someone sia.

to SAMANTHA!

eh can u use ur brain think anot? i got reply ur sms which i think need to reply de rite. den all the things i do. u ask me pei u talk, ok i pei u talk. i see u do all those things that hurt urself i will scold u, and its for ur own good. i treat u as my xiao mei and care for u. and NOW.>>>>>  U BECAUSE OF 2 SENTENCES FROM A “PASSER-BY” U COME SEND ME THOSE LJ MSG!! WTF LAH. REALLY DISAPPOINTING SIA!!!!

it saddens me that u are like tis, for no reason come and accuse me. wtf really. i have nothing else to say liao lor. so the trust u have for me can be so easily broken. can u use ur brain to think??? seriously.. my words may be harsh but its so that u can wake up from ur fucking idea!!!

pls.. grow up………………………………………………………

haix.. nxt week is my prelims liao, and now all these shit making me vexed. haven been really studying cos no mood, super no mood and extremely no mood. but i dont wan to flunk my prelims. i dont wan to retain, I WAN TO GO NTU!!!!!!  getting tuition for my maths liao. bo bian already, have to as much i think there’s no need for it and as much as i dont wan it. haix.. gonna go study le.. bye..

almighty…

wah recently alot of problems sia..

1) my effort and kindness in trying to help some sec sch kids to improve and maybe excel in bball and wat i get in return? hatred and ungratefulness, make me so disappointed sia.

2) alot of things happening at fragrant, including fights btw 2 girls.

3) exams coming in 2 weeks and As coming in 2 mths. OMFG am i even really prepared to face all tis? if not, i have to anw. ITS A MUST!!!.

4) my mind is is is is drifting to her. how? aRGHHHHHHHH

i really need to focus now. time is running out. tis time, it will be for real.. ok gonna go do my history essay now. no time to update le. haha. sorry for the rotting of my blog. gonna do some changes to the layout and everything when I AM FREE. haha

bye guys..