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hmm.. time to update my blog liao. haix. dont noe why everytime i update, it’s a kinda sad post. 555.

now, its like 96 days to the A level le. and still counting. working hard now. but wasted like 4 days cos of my illness. been sick for the past 4 days and cant even do work. i still did my hmk though. speaking of which, it makes me frustrated man. in the past, teachers keep asking me to do my tutorials, scolding me for not doing any work, not handing work, not performing. but now, i did my work, handed in tutorials, but wat do i get? IGNORANCE TO MY EXISTENCE. for all my subs, my teacher didnt even wanna check my work. EVEN IF I PUT IT RIGHT IN THEIR FACES!! wat kind of attitude man? now u tell me, where do i get the motivation to even finish my work when no one wans to check it anw. FUCK THEIR ATTITUDE. a teacher even wished tat i withdrew. wah!! so encouraging, somemore that teacher keep saying wat i got potential and all those craps. really jus saying to like potray a good image of her/himself. now i need help and u all dont wanna help?! WTF. i cant say for all teachers are like tis, but all my teachers seem to give up on me, although there are some of them still will help me in clearing my doubts but i can see frm their attitude that they are expecting me to see me nxt year again. HUR! dont worry, i will make sure they wont see me nxt year cos i dont wan to see them again. now, i can only like depend on myself and some frens, but ultimately my frens have to study on their own too, so its back to me and only myself.

its seems that if i made the world give up on me, i will have no pressure but its a sad case and it may even lead me into giving up on myself. but luckily, i got frens like ming hao there keep supporting me, going lib wif me, teaching me stuff and studying wif me.

so in all i wan to tell those fucked up ppl go fuck urself and let me prove that u are fucking wrong.