Is love that difficult?

Once again. this ques.!! really dont know what to do with it man! is it really ABSOLUTELY true that only love can find u and not vice versa? for years, i have waited for jus one, at least one that can love me at least a bit. even if i love her more than she love me. but it seems so extremely difficult!! i am really in the corner liao, dont know what to do anymore. everytime i expressed interest in a girl, that girl seems to distance away and they are always sms-ing or contacted by alot of other guys? what the hack man. i dont mind a simple girl at all!

PLS God!! bring someone into my life, my lonely life. do u know how lonely i feel when i see my buddies all having partners! wtf man!! i could only distract myself from thinking too much through army, thru making myself bz and asking my buddies to acc me. but all this are temporary ONLY! PLS GOD! just give me one person that we are in love de and i will treasure her like the world’s most valuable treasure and not commit stupid mistakes again..

i am still waiting for ur ans GOD…