what more can i expect the outcome when i didnt (or no time and cant) do anithing or spend time with a person but to lose that person. exam period. cant do anithing, no time, no mood, no freedom. feelings do fade when nothing is done to excite it. LOL but what more can i expect? guess everything has to be done after my exams. SO i MUST do all my very best and give it all and i mean literally ALL to this exam. cos it will be the last intense exam i will be having!! so.. i must DO WELL ENOUGH to get into UNI. ARGHHH!!!!

its such a waste…………………

i felt smth when i saw ur look when u are slping…

12 days and counting down.. holy *toot*!!!

its like 1 week + to get everything in my mind. jiayou…

missing u alot.. ><

my mum went to waterloo street and helped me prayed a lot for me. it says that success will come only where proper efforts are made. its says the task( exam ) is not simple, but its not all out yet, as long as effort is made.

its a booster to my confidence man. i can do it de. jiayou!!!!!!

who is out there who uds the situation i am in now. i really hope that x and y could uds my situation now, and how do i feel? they may think what i said to them are fake, or even lies but i told them my true feelings le. but i dont think they uds. i really hope that they knw the type of sch life i have, relations with frens, and all the efforts that i made. but why .. why did i choose to escape?

i dont wanna disappoint u 2 frm the beginning and never wanted at all. but it seems that in what ever things i do – grades, as a son, as a person, frens and my life, i tend to disappoint u two, the most beloved persons of my life. i am sorry but i think u all cannot imagine the pain i have rite now in my heart, when u said that u wouldnt care bout me anymore. it hurts so bad that i feel that i wanna die right now, the purpose of living has evaporated into thin air and fly past as though the wind. i really hope that my existence would not exist as it would only hurt u two. can anyone (like mrs. happy) help me tell them? cos i dont think i have any chance to do so…

OMG my bro is in NS le. haha. today he went in and i got to see his little botak head. LOL. gonna miss him alot man. he’s going in for 2weeks b4 able to book out, although he stays at ade’s hs for like 5days a week, but at least i got to see him during weekends, but now. he is in the camp for 2 weeks!!!!! ahhhhhhhhhhhhh

GOOD LUCK BRO AND TAKE CARE LOTS!!!!!!