Tuesday, July 29, 2008
sians.. my results slip is fucking ugly.. kns.. shit.. i really need to do smth liao.. i dont wan to waste another fucking lousy year of my alread lousy life.. this sucks man.. the change must come.. today my parents 'told' me how disappointed they are wif me.. haix.. made my day really very sucky liao.. argh!!!!! fuck mans.. really don't wish to hear those comments.. fuck... fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! really feeling very terrible now.. someone help me.. if u are kind enuf..
Scribbled @ 5:43 AM
Monday, July 28, 2008
hahas.. proud of myself sia.. lols.. 48mins for 10km run!! hahas.. achievement.. lols.. got the first.. for my team.. i am the fastest although i am the fatest.. (rhymes??) lols.. nonsense sia.. hahas.. really very happy wif myself.. its an achievement out of a nothing.. uds? lols.. kk.. i gonna do my hmk le.. hahahas.. report finish.. btw.. quite busy recently so cant update tat often.. sorry.. hehe.. take care guys..
1.25 am.. 28/7/08 heeee..
Scribbled @ 10:18 AM
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
a new revelation ( for u all)
dont noe why.. lik more and more ppl noe bout tis blog liao.. only got wargggggghhhhherrrrrr link me and it can travel so fast.. otpk.. seeeeeee wan er.. ur blog so many ppl see de.. dont noe how link link link now even 2 ppl frm 0812f know bout tis le.. shit.. cannot say bad things bout my class liao.. LOL but nvm.. i ask wan er link den shld prepare for tis le.. since wanner so popular.. hahas..
btw.. reminder guys... pls respect my privacy and dont link my blog.. thanks...
mayb.. u will see another person in the blog tat is totally diff frm wat u see out there.. or shld i say.. a more truthful guy is in here?? the world outside is so so so.... haix.. kk i go study le... argh!!!!!!
Scribbled @ 5:42 AM
pissed...
otpk..( oh tua pek kong) i am really damn pissed and dulan and fucked up and angry and etc... my com crashed!! den my dad brought it to repair and u noe wat.. the software license key is gone.. den i need to buy another 1 for $130!!!! OTPK!!!! sians.. tell u wat.. so damn sians liao.. now no mood to do even anything liao.. argh..!!
Scribbled @ 5:40 AM
Thursday, July 17, 2008
A problem on trust
hmm.. dont mean to be emo or wat lah.. but there's a problem that's bugging me.. that is why do people not trust me????????????
funny and joke alot= not trustworthy??
talk alot= not trustworthy??
i really dont uds why.. why does ppl not trust me?? haix.. not trust as in.. got probs oso dont wanna tell me.. fyi i am someone who can and wants( or wishes?) to be a listening ear to ppl.. i dont lik ppl esp my frens to lik keep me out of everything.. isn't tis kind of a outcasting me? haix.. really saddens me.. why?
i really wanna be some1 tat ppl will look for when they don't feel good or they jus wanna somebody to chat.. but.. it doesn't seem the case.. mayb.. i too friendly wif everyone.. mayb.. i tend to talk alot about ppl.. mayb.. i look lik? someone who cant be serious and will spread secrets de.. i really dont noe why.. i am really tired of trying liao..
the white flag is up already..
P.S tis post has no intention of trying to change one's opinion of the ppl reading tis.. jus wanna voice my opinion.. afterall tis is my blog..
Scribbled @ 8:57 AM
Tuesday, July 15, 2008
regrets for life..
for the rest of my life.. there will a regret tat will always be remembered and will only be forgotten when i am lying in a wooden case..
i have hurt ting too much.... i have let go of smth good tat have been blessed onto me.. i have done the stupid-est thing in the world.. haix.. wat i do now cannot amend wat i have done..
haix.. tis regret will surely follow me to RIP or mayb.. i cant even RIP...
TING TING... tis will always be remembered...
Scribbled @ 6:39 AM
Friday, July 11, 2008
2 more weeks......
"i have only 2 more weeks to live... i cried on the streets when i told my mum and dad this... i am really regretful.. i feel tat i have let them down... haix.. but 2 more weeks only.. and i cant fufil my responsibility to them... haix.. tat made me really sad tat i really cried till nth can stop me.. haix.. why??!! i told my frens too.. and i can see tat they are trying to make me enjoy my last 2 weeks of life... haix.. how?? i really have regrets bout my life.. haix...."
LOVE, Hao Ming....
Scribbled @ 7:31 AM
Thursday, July 10, 2008
BATAM PHOTOS!!
woohoo.. the pics i have some le.. hahas.. giv u all the link.. lols.. COS ALOT!!!!!!!!!! hahas..
http://picasaweb.google.com/0812finnovajc/BatamTrip
watch and enjoy and see how fun it is..!!!
P.S erm.. for the pics wif the kids, pls focus on the kids and not the ppl taking wif it.. cos i put it there is to show u all how the kids enjoyed themselves and cos i dont noe how edit, thus, have to put wif them.. except for some group de.. wat to do.. they are one interacting wif the kids and we are the ones painting and sweating away.. so alot of their pics wif kids... haix..
Scribbled @ 9:18 AM
Sunday, July 6, 2008
A meaningful CIP
lols.. jus came back frm batam.. and started blogging the first thing i reach home.. lols.. woo.. it was a really meaningful and enjoyable CIP in BATAM.. lols.. we went to the resort.. which was quite nice.. lols.. the ppl there was very polite and the room.. WAS BIG!! bigger than my room ba.. got 2 queen size bed and still got space.. woohoo.. shiok.. erm.. firstly, we went to one of the orphanage there.. and helped them to paint the wooden boards which is meant for the ceiling.. and the others helped to nail it up.. lols.. it was fun lah.. hahas.. getting ourselves all in paint.. lols.. shiok.. but wats was better is tat we get to play wif the kids.. lols.. after tat.. we went back and shower and we went to shopping at MEGA MALL.. lols.. the shoes and food there is lik so cheap lah.. lols.. imagine tis.. A&W selling a bowl of rice wif chicken and etc for only 11000Rp(less than S$2) omg.. lols.. so cheap.. we bought lots of donunts frm J & Co.. lols.. tat was even cheaper.. 2 dozens for $13 smth.. lols.. cheap rite?
lols.. the 2nd day.. we went back to the orphanage to donate things and food tat we bought for them.. and u noe wat.. i found my son there.. lols.. got 1 kid.. a botak.. LOLS.. keep hugging me lei.. den don want to let go of me.. hahas... so cute.. will upload pics nxt time.. hahas.. even when we have to leave.. the other kids mus pull him away den he let go of me.. awwwwww.. so so heart-warming.. hahas.. btw.. another thing is.. fuck.. my wallet nearly got stolen.. frm my baG!!! omg..
i and my fren was in the toilet den i think 1 idiot saw tat my bag nvr ZIP and saw my LV wallet( jus bought) den after tat.. when we were going out, he go touch my bag and tried to pull out my wallet... lucky heng heng i felt smth and turned ard.. den pull my bag away.. den he nb still say "wat wat" i stared at him and faster walk away.. i was in loss of words.. knn.. shld have go hum tam him.. cb.. but lucky my wallet wasnt stolen.. lols.. so ppl pls zip ur bag in batam.. lols.. its not SG>>!!! hahas.. kk.. gtg le..showering.. hahas.. bye.. pics will be uploaded when i get them.. lols..
Scribbled @ 4:56 AM
Thursday, July 3, 2008
POLY??
haix.. my mum and dad keeps asking me whether can i make it anot? haix.. have i become stupid-er or lazier?? i really think if i really study.. i can score lik more than flying colours lah.. but.. dont noe why.. i dont have the motivation!!! argh... help!!! why??!! argh!!!!!!!!!
feel lik jus living a life on my own.. where there is no trouble at all.. haix.. why cant i jus study better??!!! argh!!!!! mayb i those sch drop-outs?? i am meant to be those cleaners ar.. haix.. jus feel lik dying sia.. and u noe wat.. promos is on the 19/9/08 lei.. haix.. maybe... i may have to go for the 19/9/09 de... haix.. sians sians sians!!!!!!!!
Scribbled @ 8:17 AM
What is your strongest emotion? Your Result: Sadness It appears you are sad all the time which is your strongest emotion. You can't seem to hold in your crying and you are upset very easily. Your weakness is pain, and pain is not something you can withstand |
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lols.. took tis test..
Scribbled @ 8:14 AM