Ting And Me
hmm i decided to start blogging again. ^^V
back from camp as usual and i think 7 weeks down. around 5 more to go!! woohoo!! and freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeedooooooooooooooooooooommmmmmmmmmmmm!!!! :)
chinese new year is next week le!! yeah man!! good food and most imptly ang bao!!! yeah yeah yeah!! haha. go ard say happy chi new year den got ang bao le!! haha. can help me save money. haha.
bought some insurance and its making me poor man!! shittt!!!
hmm i seem that i am freaking poor in doing stuff.. what i want seems to be very hard to get. either distractions in the mid way or if not i kinda messed it up myself, for eg say wrong things to ppl, do wrong things, act wrongly, aiya all wrong jiu shi le. :(
hope this new year can help me wash away all these wrong things and i wanna be a better man!! so.. pls let my wishes come true!!
*thinking about u all the time.. *
help. i cant breathe now. its really killing me. this is the worst feeling ever. i have never had tis kinda feeling before. i need u to be here so that i can rely on. just anybody who cares about me? there are too much things suffocating me now that i can really die.
pls go away my problems! i jus wanna enjoy my life. young life. omg. why? too many stupid things i have done and now.. i am regretful and bothered by it now. REALLY FML!
note: to the bastard out there( who may not even read tis) i swear to god! i will wait till the things are over. and i will f u really upside down and i dont care whether u got a family to take care of or wat-so-ever, i am going to payback. u jus wait. u really pissed me off and dont think u are the boss ard or wat? u won’t want to treat a tiger as a little cat cos he does not blows. cos when he does, the world cant save u.
time flies, doesnt it?
hmm.. tis 2011 is filled with happiness and sadness sia. good things happen and bad things happened ard the same time sia! zzz
bad things contohnya saya menjadi kawan yang terbaik saya sedih dan heartbroken i think.. dan the fact that saya MRK* kena found out oleh bapa saya. haix..
good thing is saya jumpa gadis itu yang COMEL. LOL. saya berfikhir dia ialah the satu le. tapi aku tak tau bagaimana dia berasa hadapan saya. walaupun aku berfikhir dia pun suka me tapi dia had berkata sesuatu macam too pantas? atau saya macam ada motive sia. saya mencuba-try sangat hard sia. walaupun saya mahu bersama dengan dia, tapi saya tau perlu lambat-lambat tak boleh rush. hmm..
jus feel like posting this 3 pics.. ><
berasa beberapa feelings..
Is love that difficult?
Once again. this ques.!! really dont know what to do with it man! is it really ABSOLUTELY true that only love can find u and not vice versa? for years, i have waited for jus one, at least one that can love me at least a bit. even if i love her more than she love me. but it seems so extremely difficult!! i am really in the corner liao, dont know what to do anymore. everytime i expressed interest in a girl, that girl seems to distance away and they are always sms-ing or contacted by alot of other guys? what the hack man. i dont mind a simple girl at all!
PLS God!! bring someone into my life, my lonely life. do u know how lonely i feel when i see my buddies all having partners! wtf man!! i could only distract myself from thinking too much through army, thru making myself bz and asking my buddies to acc me. but all this are temporary ONLY! PLS GOD! just give me one person that we are in love de and i will treasure her like the world’s most valuable treasure and not commit stupid mistakes again..
i am still waiting for ur ans GOD…
